I reali don know how long if i should belive him again tot i always belive tt as long as a person is willin to change he or she should be given a chance..i try to believe him bt still will doubt him..i hope all this will end fast cause is causing me alot of misery..i use to be very cheerful and always believe him in watever he say..bt this 1 month plus i can feel tt ther's a slight change in him..i kw he still care for me like wat he use to bt the feelin is very diff..i jus hope tt i'm been sensitive..i reali hope he will not take me for granted,and change for the better.When will this day come??Everyday i wake up i will have to face the same feelin and it suck..i hope he kw wat i'm goin through now and onli he can end my misery..hope is just his temp playful moment now..i can totally understand how he have gone through for the last 5 mth plus when i did so many stupid thing to him..regret..so guess god is punishin me now for doin tt to him cause he don deserve to be treated tt way..Dear god i promise i won do tt to him anymore..please end my misery..i wan him to be like last time..

broke out of my cocoon at 3:52:00 PM